Blank

My mind is blank...








worrying about my assignment!!!





I really don't know what to do....








I'm helpless......





I'm wondering,

is this the life that i want??


NO,
I hate my life now!!!

Even the dancing, i also lost interest in it....







Everyday,every hour,every minute,every second
I keep thinking about the assignment!!!


I can't concentrate when i'm dancing...
I'm sad!!!
I really can't control my feeling!!!



What the fuck!!!
I hate it!!!


I admit it, my English is poor...
I can't understand those vocabulary...
I can't understand what the lecturer was talking about....



I find out the meaning of the vocabulary and i tried to understand the whole article...
Well, i used the whole day just to understand one of the article!!


See, how stupid am I...
I tried to look at everything with an easy way....
I tried to smile in front of the people in college...
In front of my dear friends, i'm trying to hide all the sadness... just trying to tell them, I'M OK!!



This is not I want!!



Well, i'm still trying to improve my super poor English...
Trying my best to do my assignment...
Trying my best to be happy...
Trying my best to find out all the vocabulary.....
Trying my best....... to survive in this world!!!








but, you will no longer to see wan xin, the one who always love to smile and laugh in front of my dear sista!!